I used to drive my parents crazy when we’d start out on a
long trip by asking the question: “are
we there yet?” At some point, I figured out that driving from Atlanta to Tampa
was going to take about twelve hours and as interstates were developed, the
time kept dropping.
At the beginning of our own Lenten journeys we have some
idea of what lies in wait for us at the end. We will have the smell of Easter
Lilies and we will hear the choir and bells singing and playing Christ the
Lord is Risen Today. Lent will be over and Easter beckons.
I took my first intentional Lenten Journey in 1995 and
when we got to Easter, I was ready to explode in joy. My emotional response to
the empty tomb and Mary being called by name was almost more than I could take.
Why?
I think it was because for the first time in my adult
life, I had actually used the church season designed for contemplation and
reflection for reflection and contemplation. I didn’t intentionally wear, like a
leper might have, sackcloth and spread ashes in front of myself and utter
“unclean, unclean” but I let the meaning of the Lenten experience create in me
a wide-ranging set of spiritual responses.
First, the weekly reflection on key themes penetrated like
never before. Words like “sacrifice” and “change” were given newer and richer
meanings. “My journey” took ideas that I thought were previously understood and
gave them new meaning. The cross took on a whole new meaning. Grace was a gift
and more than a word to indicate a prayer or a kind remark.
Second, I wonder if I didn’t start to ask myself questions
about who I was and what God was calling me to do? I used the Kirbyjon Caldwell
observation a few weeks ago about the two most important moments in our life:
‘the moment we were born and the moment we discover why we were born.’ Slowly, in the mirror, dimly, I began to
start to comprehend elements of God’s plan for the rest of my life. It most
certainly didn’t evolve as a precise plan of do this for five years, apprentice
in a Colorado Springs church for three years, get your own leadership
experience for nine and then head to Utah. But it did include elements of
making my journey deep and profound rather than quick and superficial.
What is God saying to you as you start your Lenten
Journey?
How might you make your own journey deep and profound?
How might you get to the empty tomb bathed in the scent of
lilies and have your heart explode in joy over the Easter tunes that take on
deeper, richer meaning.
I suggest the answer to the question of “are we there yet”
is probably no. But we can get “there” by simply getting started on that
journey, and making it with Jesus. He is looking forward to being our guide.
Pastor’s Musings – Feb 2013
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